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Friday, March 26, 2010

Go Lakers!


Last night Kera, Natalie, and I took our Young Women to go see Bonneville's version of Les Miserables. It was really fantastic. I teared up three times. I have always loved that play but there was something really special about it being put on by a bunch of (EXTREMELY) talented high school students.

Standing in the foyer, waiting to take pictures with our girlies, I looked over at the gym, and then down the hall at the Junior lockers. High school smells, thoughts, and feelings started rushing back. Natalie (Dixon Stephens) turned to me and said, "This is weird. I feel self conscious again, like I did in high school." It was funny, I got the feeling I used to get on the way to PE with Burg? Can't remember the coaches name.

It's funny to think back on how the world looked and felt back then, and then to see how far we've all come. On the walk to the car, Natalie told me how she thought her life would turn out and how happy she is that it is different than what she had planned. All I could think was... ME TOO. ME TOO.

I don't think I could have imagined Russell if I tried. I love our life, even the daily struggle of it all. Happy times. Interesting the perspective you can get from attending a high school play.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the ROOM

Wow. It's already March. And close to April. The past few months have really flown by. I am pulling through level two and it looks as if I am on schedule for graduation next Spring. I will be taking Math 2020 this summer to make Level three a bit easier in the fall and so that I can do well on the Praxis. School has been my main focus. I feel that I have neglected so much! The "study/junk room/spare room/Anna's room" is a disaster area. It seems to be the place I pour out my backpack, YW bag, and throw all my coats, gloves, and scarves. I might take a picture and post it with this tomorrow... if you are lucky. Or if I have the guts. I feel like this little room is my room because of all the time I have spent at this computer with school work. I went over my transcript today. I have a TON of credits. With how hard I am working now that I finally know how much I am doing... I regret not being so focused before.

New Ambition.. This weekend I will clean the spare room. I will have a focused and organized working space for the rest of the semester... And next...